just published a new post on breannawritesthings.
i’ve been trying to post one a day. hopefully those of you that have been checking them out are liking them. i still don’t feel like i’ve quite found my voice yet, but i’m getting there.
this is my last week at penn state and all i’ve been doing all day is crying because i don’t want to leave. i’m going to miss this place so much and saying goodbye to all my friends is going to be so hard. and on thursday i have to say goodbye to my ex and i just…i can’t do it. it was hard enough when we broke up but once i leave, that means it’s really, really over and i’m not just saying “see you later” i’m saying goodbye, probably forever and i just don’t know if i can do it. and i’m so sad and all i want is pizza and nachos and chicken nuggets and french fries and mozzarella sticks because i’m an emotional eater but all i have is one packet of ramen and some oranges and i only have 99 cents in my bank account so i can’t even feed myself and oh my god nothing is okay right now and all i want is someone to show up at my door with a million bags of food and hug me and tell me everything will be okay.